go ..going ... went .... left

It is with deep regret, I approach the end, the one stop which everyone dreads
I saw myself going elsewhere when I first took this road … I was a fool
But so is everybody .. we are merely amused for moments … moments we do not own
Your worrisome eyes inspect me … I have gone astray .. from the invisible way
Nothing stays .. used to be easier to say .. when you were there
My thoughts are tainted with ink and light .. developed inside for an audience in my mind
My curtains are ragged and barely cover what my future conceals
I dream … forever .. day and night it seems .. but fail to lay back and rest
A dense truth sliced by consequence .. stale dry bread and a stolen smile
What now? I’d like to think I was lead here .. or was I? ..it doesn’t end
My reality has left